As we get older, our plans for the future change and morph into completely different hopes and plans. Our dreams change and become something brand new.

It's only a small few of individuals that truly know what they want to do with their life - may those people be dancers, musicians, painters or maybe they have so clear they want to be doctors.

I envy those people. The ones who just know what they want in life. Not only do they know, but they chase after it.

And then, there is me, I don't have any talent you know, I'm average and I'm scared  because next year I have to decide what I will do with my life and I don't want to regret my choice,  I am afraid of choosing something I don't really enjoy doing and I don't want to be average. I wish I had it as clear as those people. That's why I am so freaking scared. I'm scared of fucking it up.

But well, I'll have to discover what I do right in life, I'm sure we all have something special, it might not be the best thing ever but I believe we all are unique and we all deserve to be happy and do whatever makes us happy.

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Hi, I know it's been a while but I was having my final exams and you know what? I've finished!!!!!!!! My summer has started.
I know this is more a personal post but I think it is okay if I post sth like this once in a while right?
 What about you? What do you want to do with your life? are you scared?

Bye bye.  :) xxx